By day, I'm SaddBhabiee - a funny woman, who loves working out, creating art, and playing video games. By night, I'm the Lauren Wilde, owner of After Dark Digital, the artist who creates unapologetic, real art for adults who refuse to dim their light.

Behind everything I’m just Lauren: the woman who cares deeply, loves colors, expresses herself through creativity, and needs the freedom to live 100% authentically.

Here, you'll find digital art prints, original paintings, sex-positive guides and educational content, SaddBhabiee or After Dark merch, and other whimsical treasures. No shame. No limits. Just magic.

So welcome to the place where the mask comes off. Let's create something beautiful together.

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What happens after dark, stays here.

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Strawberry Gummy Bear (Sweet Spring Collection) - Embroidered Dad Hat
$30.00

Just in time for spring, my sweet gummy bear collection is now available!  Strawberry themed gummy bear, embroidered on a pink, stone, white or black dad cap. Take it out on the town for a new adventure, or put it on when you're having a bad hair day. 

Product features
- Unstructured low-profile 6-panel crown for a relaxed fit
- Precurved Permacurv® visor with matching underbill and 4-row stitching
- Adjustable hideaway self-fabric strap with antique brass buckle and grommet
- 100% cotton construction (green camo variant: 65% polyester / 35% cotton)
- Sewn-in label and brand sticker on visor; embroidered sequin teddy bear detail

Care instructions
- Use warm water and dish soap and clean spots off your hat. It's not necessary to soak the whole item. For hard to clean spots use a soft bristled brush.



EU representative: HONSON VENTURES LIMITED, gpsr@honsonventures.com, 3, Gnaftis House flat 102, Limassol, Mesa Geitonia, 4003, CY

Product information: Yupoong 6245CM, 2 year warranty in EU and Northern Ireland as per Directive 1999/44/EC

Warnings, Hazard: For adults. For adults. Not for use by ages 0-3, Blank product sourced from China

Care instructions: Use warm water and dish soap and clean spots off your hat. It's not necessary to soak the whole item. For hard to clean spots use a soft bristled brush.

HOPECORE Sparkly Rainbow Sticker (2x2 or 3x3)
from $2.99

Hope will get us through it all. 

Product features
- Glossy paper finish with scratch-resistant surface
- Durable 100% vinyl with strong permanent acrylic adhesive
- Printed with eco-solvent inks for vibrant, bright colors
- Available in white or transparent options and four sizes
- Quick, bubble-free application for smooth indoor placement

Care instructions
- Use a soft, clean and dry cloth to gently brush any dust or dirt off from the center of the sticker outwards.



EU representative: HONSON VENTURES LIMITED, gpsr@honsonventures.com, 3, Gnaftis House flat 102, Limassol, Mesa Geitonia, 4003, CY

Product information: Generic brand, 2 year warranty in EU and Northern Ireland as per Directive 1999/44/EC

Warnings, Hazard: For adults, Blank product sourced from Japan (Printify Choice)

Care instructions: Use a soft, clean and dry cloth to gently brush any dust or dirt off from the center of the sticker outwards.